His mother found him one Tuesday afternoon, not dead but not alive either: slumped in the bathtub, a needle still dangling from his arm like a grotesque insect. His skin was gray, his lips cracked, and his eyes—those bright, curious eyes that had once examined ladybugs on the windowsill—were vacant. They were the eyes of a stranger.
The tragedy of Liam is not that he became an addict. The tragedy is that he became a stranger to himself. He lost his name, his laughter, his dreams, his future. He lost the sound of his own voice telling a joke. He lost the ability to feel the sun on his face without needing something chemical to make it real. the boy who lost himself to drugs
Rehab came and went like seasons. Three times. The first time, he left after two weeks. The second, he was kicked out for smuggling in a bag of Xanax. The third time, he finished the program, stood up in a church basement, and said, “I’m Liam, and I’m an addict.” He looked clean. He sounded hopeful. But hope, for Liam, was just another drug with a short half-life. His mother found him one Tuesday afternoon, not