But your phrase — — looks like a mishearing (an eggcorn or mondegreen) of that lyric. A common mishearing is: “Pennyroyal Tea / all her love” or something similar.
It sounds like you’re referring to the song by Nirvana, specifically the lyric: “I’m on my time with everyone / I have very bad posture / Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea / Distill the life that’s inside of me.” penny barber all her luv