Autumn Falls Round And Robust Now

But this year was different.

The juice ran down his chin. It was sharp, sweet, tannic, alive. It tasted like the rain. It tasted like the drought that came before it. It tasted like everything the tree had stored up in its dark, patient roots. autumn falls round and robust

And for the first time in twelve years, he slept without dreaming of loss. But this year was different

As a young man, he’d read the poets—Keats, Hopkins, the usual wistful souls—and they all spoke of autumn as a sigh: a thin, golden weeping of leaves, a melancholy maiden with wind-tangled hair. It was the season of lovely decay. Of endings. It tasted like the rain

“Good,” he said. “That’s enough.”

He walked to the orchard. The apples—Northern Spies, his father’s favorite—had not just grown. They had become obscene . Round as cannonballs, their skins flushed red and gold, each one so heavy it dragged the branch down to a graceful, yielding arc. He plucked one. It didn’t come off the stem—it fell into his palm, as if it had been waiting for him. He bit into it.

That’s when Elias understood.